Thursday, March 17, 2011

If I get annoying...tell me to shut up! LOL

Happy St. Patty's Day!

I have NO IDEA what is going on...I know we shouldn't weigh ourselves EVERYDAY but I have been curious about my daily weight so this week I've weighed in Tuesday, Wednesday and this morning.  Ready for this?!? 

Tuesday - 229.5
Wednesday - 227
Thursday 225.5

This may not seem bizarre to anyone else but this is VERY STRANGE for me.  I DO NOT fluctuate like that.  The only explanation I can think of is that my visitor just completed her cycle yesterday.  I don't know...but I'll take it.  I know I'll boing back a little b/c this Saturday is going to be my rock star outing with LOTS of drinking and probably some carbs (more than normal) to soak up some of the alcohol! 

I'll leave you with my favoriate (only) Irish Sayings...
Póg mo thóin!
dún do bheal
and sláinte


Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Mortifying...

I promised I would post my actual weight number this week. Sadly it is a FULL POUND over last weeks weight. I was 249.4 this morning. Yup. I am skirting around that dreaded NEXT MILESTONE. OTOH, I was above that milestone back when I stopped giving you all the real numbers - so I am at least holding steady. I have seen as low as 246 in the past few weeks - but I am not sure why. Probably not any real reason. I have mostly been stuck around the 248 mark.

Katie and I have been keeping up with our no excuses exercise pretty well. Yesterday was upper body. Today is supposed to be aerobics - but I think I am going to flip flop that with tomorrow's lower body and count today's yoga as lower body. My pulled hamstring is still hurting - only it has moved up to my the back side of my inner groin. Or in other words YOU lay on your back with a belt hooked over your foot and your leg stuck up straight and the other one sticking out flat on the floor. Do you get a shooting pain right outside of YOUR twat on the back side? If not you probably haven't pulled the same muscle as me. 8-) Other than that this was a pretty good yoga session. I am going to try to go on Saturday to get at least one make up in.

I hate going to the doctor

I went to see just a regular old doctor today for the first time in about six years. I went in as a vibrant, healthy person with no health risks--I keep my weight in check, eat pretty well, never smoked, exercise regularly, and rarely get sick (and never seriously; I couldn't tell you the last time I missed work because I was sick). I do all the things you're supposed to do to stay healthy.

I came out of the office an old, decrepit woman. My blood pressure is high, the occasional pain I have in my left hand is probably arthritis. I need physical therapy for the pain in my neck (which may also be arthritis). I need bloodwork, a pap smear, a full body check from a dermatologist, and a mammogram (this is what I get for avoiding doctors).

I just checked online for information about lowering blood pressure and it tells me I should stop smoking, exercise regularly, and eat a lowfat, low sodium diet with only small amounts of meat and lots of fruits and vegetables. Of course I'm already doing all that. The only thing I'm not doing is stress reduction, and I don't think they'd recommend kicking out all of the boys in my house who are the cause of most of my stress. She wants me to get my blood pressure checked two or three times a week and come back in a few months for a full physical and if my blood pressure is still high we'll blame it on genetics and start medication. Ugh.

I hate getting old. I especially hate it when the aging process takes all of 30 minutes!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I didn't weigh in today

In fact I didn't do much of anything today. I ended up staying home from work. I woke up this morning in the midst of what I decided was either a fever or a fever breaking. I got up long enough to send an email to work and then went back to bed. I slept several more hours.

Anyway - so I had no routine today which means I had no weigh in. My plan is to still get motivated enough to do my upper body workout for today.

Food - so far - has been a banana and some left over sushi. Good thing I don't have a stomach bug - although I consider sushi (and oatmeal, btw) comfort food.

I still have a splitting headache - and, oddly, my teeth ache. I need to drink LOTS MORE than what I have today. Hopefully that will help the headache.

What do you ladies need to know??

I'm going to Ireland in June!  I'm very excited about my trip...the only problem being that transportation while on the trip will be by plane and bus.  Why is this a problem?  PLANE seats aren't exactly what one would call roomy and the same for tour buses.  My DH is a big "football built" guy so he needs my arm room and as big as I am right now...I can't imagine being comfortable on the plane/buses!  So, although I'm happy with a 1lb per week weight loss in general...it is not going to get me where I need to be by June 20th.  I really need to be under the dreaded 200lbs, to be comfy during our grand vacation.  Working out the math...that means I need to lose 30lbs in 13.5ish weeks.  That math works out to be approx 2lbs a week - EVERY WEEK until we leave.  Lord help me!!!!  just kidding

Fake weight loss

Much to my surprise, I weighed in at 143.5 this morning -- a 3-pound drop from yesterday. Yesterday's weight was false, because it was the same as the night before (I sometimes weigh myself at night as a worst-case-scenario for the morning), but even if it was off by a pound that would still be too abrupt of a drop. But I was glad to see the number from three weeks ago anyway, and at least I'm no longer completely on the wrong track.

But I learned whilst on vacation this week that it's still entirely possible to eat FAR too many calories even when one is avoiding meat and dairy products. For one thing, fish is still allowed in my Lenten diet, as are panko crumbs and frying oil -- and fried fish is not healthy. Most noodles are also allowed, provided they don't have egg. I ate fried fish multiple times, because I tasted Alexander's grouper on Friday night at the noodle house we went to, while I was eating a HUGE bowlful of noodle soup (and shrimp and vegetables -- the toppings were pretty healthy); his grouper was panko-battered and fried before being tossed into the sweet chili sauce. It was awesome. Then I ate the leftovers on Sunday. And in between we stopped at Wendy's, where I COULD have had a plain baked potato and a side garden salad (but they are otherwise short on meatless/dairy-less options) but instead opted for the fried cod sandwich (sans tartar sauce and mayo). I wouldn't recommend it -- all I could taste was the bun, so I got rid of that after one bite (it's just a sponge anyway), and then all I could taste was FRIED. Have I mentioned that, generally speaking, I seldom eat fried foods? Ick. It totally killed the taste of any fish, even though it looked like good, meaty fish. Oh -- and while I'm listing how much I overate, on Thursday we went to a pasta house, and I ate whole-grain (I'm hoping egg-less -- that didn't strike me until later) pasta noodles with a spicy tomato sauce, and they were ALSO outstanding, but I ate waaayyyy too much. Boy, it was good.

Exercise has been weak but not non-existent. I spent all day Friday walking around the Atlanta aquarium, which is bigger than Baltimore's but a terrible layout -- and it felt very commercial and not as informative as the National Aquarium. But I got pretty close to 10,000 steps, and I was on my feet for over four hours, so that has to count for something. On Saturday we hiked up Stone Mountain and back again (so I easily hit my 10,000 that day) which definitely qualified as exercise. But I missed Sunday and Monday (Mary had a make-up art class that prevented a gym trip and I didn't do anything at home). Today I plan to get to the gym while the big kids are at band.

I'm eating better now that we're home. Instead of waffles on Sunday I ate oatmeal with maple syrup (which was pretty depressing). I've continued the oatmeal pattern for breakfast, but I've switched to strawberries, which taste better than the syrup, surprisingly. But I keep hoping I'll fall in love with oatmeal, or at least find it so familiar that it's comfort food, and so far that's not happening -- I miss my breakfast cereal and milk! I don't want to use a milk substitute (or butter substitute, etc.) because that seems like cheating -- the point is to make a genuine sacrifice. Almond milk wouldn't have been widely available sixty years ago when the no-dairy diet was prescribed for all during Lent. (Of course, neither would no-egg, no-milk Girl Scout cookies, and I'm not doing well at staying away from them, either.)

Dinners will be easier -- so far we've had leftover restaurant food and salmon, but tonight we're doing one of the CRS meals. There are SO many good vegan dinners out there that aren't fake-non-vegan dinners, and so many good (lean!) fish options available that I'll be fine as long as we're home.

Well, at least it's some weight lost

I was 146.6 today, which is roughly half a pound down from last week. But when the main number is lower for some reason it feels more like a loss--going from 147.8 to 147.2 doesn't feel as "real" as going from 147.2 to 146.6. I know that's insane. I'm o.k. with that.

So I posted in the comments to April that my new goal is to lose two pounds by next Tuesday, and as a reward I get a full body massage. For the record (and particularly for April, who asked) the reason I set this goal is because if I have a "stretch" goal of two pounds I might actually lose one to one and a half pounds, which is what my usual goal is when I'm trying to lose weight. I'm down to five weeks from Sarah Palin getting my money, and I really don't want that to happen, so I need to keep up with one to one and a half pounds a week to meet this goal. But when I'm at home and dinner isn't ready and Connor has a container of Pringles open and there's a box of Girl Scout cookies on the counter, it's hard to think about five weeks from now. But I CAN think about six days from now and the potential massage, so I'm hoping that'll keep me away from the cookies.

I'm not recommending this plan to anyone (except for the bit about giving yourself intermediate rewards for small goals)--trying to lose two pounds a week is stupid and should only be attempted if money to Sarah Palin is on the line. If you've found a diet and exercise plan that has you consistently losing a pound a week, you should stick with that.

I'm also not fooling myself--I know perfectly well that when/if I meet that 140.4 pound goal I'll gain at least a few pounds back by going back to my normal diet, but by then we'll be well into the spring and good weather and training for the metric century. In the past couple of years when I've been training heavily for something, my diet doesn't matter so much--I'm more inclined to eat well just because I need the good fuel to keep moving, and I'm burning so much that my weight stays pretty steady without dieting. I just wish I'd stay steady around 140 instead of steady around 146.

And speaking of exercise, I had a great run on Friday! I decided to run outside instead of on the treadmill, so I went out on my 3.5 mile route that I did all the time last year. I expected that I'd have to run/walk it as I've been doing all the past couple of weeks, but not only did I manage to run the whole way, but when I entered the information in mapmyrun.com it turns out that my pace was 10 minutes/mile, which I really didn't expect! That's about what I aimed for all last summer, and is only very, very slightly slower than my pace in the Celtic Solstice run back in December.

I'll take it!

I was hesitant to step on the demon scale this morning.  I have my monthly visitor and I was really worried about the impact that would have on my goal (mentioned yesterday)...Well I did it!  it was 229.5...I'll take it! 

Thanks for the great suggestion Sarah.  I do need to start making weekly goals.  I'm just not sure what else I could be doing.  I would LOVE to lose 2 pounds by next week. I've been very consistent with a 1lb weight loss every week.  I started C25K March 2nd, I do aerobics 2 times a week (this is MUCH more exercise then I've done in the last 11 years).  I've converted to vegetarian for lent and have converted to "clean eating".  I think this is a new trendy term for whole foods.  I've converted to all whole grains, LOTS of fruits and veggies, lean protein...etc.  Maybe there is something that I'm missing...would you ladies mind looking over my average menu (below) and letting me know what you think I could be missing??

Food Yesterday:
  • Light 100c Whole Wheat English Muffin
  • 1/2 piece of Sargento's reduced fat cheddar cheese slice (40c)
  • Morning Star Veg Sausage patty (80c)
  • Green Monster- GM- (8oz Almond Milk (unsweet van.) 40c, 2C spinach, 1/4C froz blueberries, 1/2 frozen banana)
  • red.fat Triscuit Crackers (8)
  • Cabot cheddar (1oz) 75%red fat
  • gala apple
  • sandwich thin with black bean garden burger and other half of red fat ched cheese slice
  • salad with ken's light asian dressing (only lettuce and cucumbers)
  • bag of mini smart pop popcorn
  • baked talapia (a little EVOO) and 1/4 cup of mango salsa
  • 3/4C brown rice
  • steamed sugar snap peas
OK that was it for food...sometimes I'll have a serving of dry roasted nuts or granola bar added.  I change up the dinner but that would be a standard menu for me.  Sometimes, I'll have another GM at night.

Activity??  I did Day 3/Week 2 of C25K yesterday.  This involved: walking 5 minutes, then running 90 seconds, walking-60 seconds, alternatively for 20 minutes, finishing with a 5 minute brisk walk (cool down). 

Can you see any pitfalls or boo boos? 

My goal for this week?  To lose 2lbs by next Tuesday.  Only problem?? I have a bar crawl on Saturday...there will be LOTS of beer (or some sort of alcohol).  I only party like a rock star once a year so I won't be too discouraged if this doesn't happen but if it does...I'm going to buy myself a new pair of shoes.

P.S. - I'm so glad to be here :)

Monday, March 14, 2011

P.S.

Amy, I'm not sure I can handle this default font...

My First Post with the New Look

First, welcome April!  

Peter and I are headed to Alaska in August, and I signed us up for a pretty decent hike in Skagway.  So this is my current motivation for exercise.  I started my training yesterday, and we walked just over two miles. The next two weeks are wonky because of one or both of us travelling, so between now and April 1st I am just going to set a goal of walking a certain number of miles each week.  I think I'm going with 6 miles right now.  Once April 1st rolls around, the game will change.  I've been researching hiking training plans most of the morning; I need to figure out how to train for the elevation.  Maybe you guys know something about that.

Googling the hiking plans today lead me across a website for the C & O Canal day hikes. I think that is on my list for next year since it is too close to get in on the action this year.

In other news, I've been under the dreaded 200 lb mark for 3 weeks now.  I didn't see any downward motion this past week because of poor eating, but I wasn't totally in control of my own schedule so at least I can understand what was happening. Today I am back in control, at least until Wednesday night, and then we'll be heading to Tampa for the NCAA tournament. Eating out is going to present a challenge, but I think I'm ready for it. I have successfully navigated the Cheesecake Factory's menu and the Greene Turtle's menu, so we'll see if I can apply that forward.

I'm currently also stressed to the max and suffering from what I consider to be a really silly dilemma.  I don't know why this is bothering me so much, but it is.  A few weeks ago we decided to go to the auto show, mainly for exercise.  Well, I fell in love (like the romantic, head over heels kind) with the new Subaru Outbacks.  We are soul mates (haha.)  I dismissed the idea because as much as I love the car, I don't love the price tag.  Well, we got an email from our Subaru dealer, and long story short, I found out the trade in value on my paid off Subaru is nearly $10K.  That would make my precious Outback be totally affordable, as in $50/month more than what I was paying on my small car.  Here's my dilemma:  there isn't anything really wrong with my car.  It is an '06 with 65K miles on it.  However, since it is so small, we never drive it anywhere, and take Peter's Forrester everywhere.  His poor truck is an '09 and we've already put 60K on it!  I know if we had a second, normal sized car, we would use the two vehicles more equally, thus possibly extending the life of the truck. (Keep in mind that we commute together, so on any given day one vehicle is either parked at home or parked at the train station 2 miles from home.)  Ugh.  What should I do? What would you do?  I feel guilty buying a car I don't need.

Although, now that I think about it

41 - or 42 after this one - posts this year is actually behind our average for last year. LAST year we averaged 27.83 posts per month. This year, so far, we are only averaging about 16.8 per month. And that is including a new person.

We need to challege ourselves to post TWICE a week - instead of the (sporadic) once a week we have all been doing.

So - Tuesdays (of course) and then one other day. Or two on Tuesday if that is what works for you.

AND - we need to start reading the blog daily again. So - remember last year the challenge was if you got on the blog and there was no new post since the last time you were on you HAVE to post something? Let's do that again...

my weight

UGG!!  My weight is a touchy topic for me.  I HATE the number that appears on the scale each day.  I'm going to tell you ladies the number BUT I NEVER TELL THE NUMBER to anyone.  It is 230 as of last Tuesday...I'll feel much better when my number is below 200.  note: I was 243 on January 1, 2011

My weight history...
When I was a little girl I was skinny VERY skinny!  When I was in high school, I weighed about 90#.  When I graduated from College, 2000 I weighed about 120#.  Then a dear friend died and I went up to 190#.  I crash dieted and got down to 140#...this was a comfortable weight and I maintained it until I got married/had a baby in 2003.  During my pregnancy with my dearest Mason I ballooned up to almost 300# so embarrassing.  By his first birthday I was back down to 160...CRAZY!  Up and Down and Up and Down!!!  After boy baby 2 - Dominic, I'd gained 50# and lost that.  Then gradually I gained and gained until about 220# which I maintained until baby #3.  This time I only gained about 40# but started MUCH LARGER than before.  I had my little girl, Olivia, August 25th, 2010.

So now I have alot of work to do.  To lose it for good, I know I need to lose it slowly...the only problem with losing it slowly is that you can lose sight of the goal b/c it seems so overwhelming.  I need to follow my own advice and make some smaller goals and mark my achievements there.  I know it will happen it will just be a matter of time.

I will weigh in tomorrow and see if I can finally get out of the 230s...please please please

Interesting...

I like it that under this new format it shows how many posts we have done for the year. 2009 really sucked for us! Seriously? I mean - 119 posts in a YEAR!?!! We are doing much better this year. We are up to 40 so far - but we really have to step it up if we want to beat our peak in 2005.

A New Look

After 49 years of the same dull colors on our blog Emily gave permission to change it. What fun!! Most of us have admin rights (all of us maybe?), so feel free to change the look that I put in place. Only I really like it - so wait a week or two before you change it, if you please. 8-)

Anyway, My "no excuses" lent is going fairly well - only Sundays are our OFF days - so I only had three days of exercise until it was a time out. Actually after yesterday Katie and I decided to change our off days to Saturday. We are both more motivated to move on Sundays than we are on Saturdays. I ended up doing my lower body work out on Saturday at 12:14 am. It was actually 11:14pm, but I changed the clocks before I worked out. This actually hurt my lower back more than my legs! My legs aren't bad because of my yoga work - but you hold your body VERY differently for weight training than you do for yoga and so it kind of HURT - in not a good way. I will need to work on that more.

Food has been OK. I ordered pizza last night. I SWEAR I ordered the thin crust, only it came with hand tossed - so it was very bready. OTOH, I didn't eat as much of it because of that.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Hi!

I would say this new "April" started around February 1, 2011. 

My Goals?? 
  • Get back into my size 10 pants
  • Get down to 150lbs
  • Enjoy a healthy self esteem as an example for my beautiful baby girl
  • Run a 5K
  • (maybe) participate in a triathlon
  • Continue a healthy lifestyle for the rest of my life

How have I gotten started??
The first week in February I did 5 days of a "cleanse"...part of the Suddenly Slim program, I cut out most carbohydrates and seriously cut my daily intake of calories.  I lost 6lbs during these few days and I know most of it was water...the purpose was more for me to jump start my motivation then to actually lose weight.  IT WORKED!  The next week I was introduced to the Green Monster.  This alone has attributed to a huge increase in energy for me!  My Green Monster is a combination of unsweetened vanilla almond milk, blueberries, banana and about 2 cups of spinach...blended to perfection!!!  I have a green monster EVERY morning!  In addition to the Green Monster I have adjusted my eating drastically.  If I'm being honest...I had an awful diet before I made this commitment to myself.  I would think nothing of eating fast food and could probably eat a whole pizza without even thinking about it.  The worst part is that I was a closet eater.  I never serve this crap to my family so why am I eating it myself??  In addition to that...I was a couch potato!  I have 3 beautiful healthy babies (6 - Mason, 4 - Dominic and 6 months - Olivia) and I want them to have a healthy happy Mommy...not the grumpy, lazy Mommy!

This time I'm not "dieting" per say.  I've changed the way I look at and think about food.  I eat when I'm hungry, only whole grains, fruit, veggies and lean proteins.  I eat about 5 small meals a day and most of them before 5pm.  I try not to eat at night.  I drink a TON of water and I DON'T deprive myself.  If there is something I want to enjoy, I do (in moderation).  I LOVE FOOD.  This is part of my problem...I'm not partial or picky at all!  I love pretty much EVERY FOOD THAT GOD CREATED!  The great news is that although I've always raised my kids will healthy habits, this new way of cooking and shopping just reinforces it.     

Next step after changing my food was to think about getting active.  This is when I decided to join an aerobics class with Bel Air Rec.  We meet Tuesday and Thursday for a hour.  This was my foray into exercise.  After 3 C-Sections...my muscles are seriously out of shape.  The aerobics class was just enough to get me started.  March 2nd...I decided to start C25K (Couch to 5K).  This is a walking/running program that can train you to go from...no exercise to running a 5K in just 2 months.  This has worked for alot of people really close to me.  I've planned to participate in a 5K in the beginning of June with my husband and his family.  We shall see how this goes...I don't like to over promise to anyone, including myself. 

So TODAY...
Yesterday I completed day 7 of C25K and since it was Ash Wednesday...I decided to give up meat for lent and see how the vegetarian lifestyle treats me.  To date...I have lost 13lbs and 6 inches but I've gained ALOT MORE.  In addition to the energy I mentioned, I'm happier, I'm a better mom, I have a better marriage, and just feel better then I have in 11 years.

more about me later...
Thanks for including me :)

New Member

I would like to invite someone new into our Losers group. April - coworker at TESSCO - has begun her journey to a new healthy lifestyle. She started HealthBeat at TESSCO - which is a great weekly program for people at TESSCO to learn a healthier way of living. I will let her introduce herself and tell her own story once we get her online with us. But first, I have to call Emily to find out how to do that...

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Tuesday again already?

I missed weighing myself last Tuesday because we were in Maryland, and today we're in Alabama, so again I'm not in a position to weigh myself. Last Wednesday my weight was at 146, and I was good about dieting for the next couple of days and saw 144 before I got lazy again. It's appalling how little enthusiasm I have for watching what I eat these days.

I'm going to keep a traditional Lent this year -- no meat, no eggs, no dairy. Which isn't quite the same as vegan, because it still allows seafood. I've never attempted this before and I may get very tired of tuna sandwiches and bean and rice burritos with no cheese or sour cream. I also have some whole wheat dough in the fridge that was made with a cup or so of milk -- is it cheating to bake this and use it up when I get back? I hate to waste three loaves' worth of dough but it won't keep. Maybe I'll bake the loaves and freeze them, then start again with dairy-free dough.

I'm also going to stick to whole-grain everything during Lent, but not really because of Lent -- it's a change I've been trying to make anyway and Lent is just a good time to start. I fully expect to go back to meat and dairy after Lent, but I'd like to eliminate white flour entirely (except for birthday cakes and Christmas cookies, of course -- one has to have standards!).

I've had occasional exercise over the past two weeks, and I was looking forward to running while we were in Alabamaville, but with my running shoes (and, more importantly, my running bra -- I can get running shoes anywhere or even where my cross-trainers in a pinch, but my regular bra would cause serious pain if I tried to run) in my suitcase at home, that's not going to happen. I did get out for a walk yesterday (a short one) and I'll aim for more of that this week.

Six more weeks

I'm halfway into my "lose ten pounds or Sarah Palin gets my money" challenge and my weight today was 147.2. That's a shameful three pounds lost in six weeks, so clearly I need to step up my efforts. I think a good first step is to not accept any more invitations to eat out anywhere, ever. Restaurants, other people's homes--both are very bad for my diet! I only tracked my eating for a few days this week and then stopped. Meals like the one we had at Eric and Donna's place on Saturday make me give up entirely--how to track that much food? And would I want to see the stark numbers anyway?

So I have six more weeks and seven more pounds to go. This is do-able, of course, but it won't be easy. In my favor: better weather means more opportunities and motivation to exercise, and the start of Lent means I can use the season as an excuse to cut back on eating, and might even be able to convince Brian (who controls the shopping and cooking these days) to help me out! I don't think I could go for an "every day is Ash Wednesday" eating plan, but going back to a quasi-South Beach diet would help.

After, of course, having pancakes and bacon for dinner tonight.

Makes you wonder...

I was totally prepared this morning to see a HORRIBLE weight after the eating we did at Eric's on Saturday. However, I was down about a pound and a half from last week! Go figure. However, I couldn't help but wonder what my weight would have been had I NOT eaten like a greedy pig dog Saturday night. OTOH, I spent a good chunk of Sunday in the bathroom with my version of the stomach bug. I also didn't eat much of anything yesterday either... so maybe it isn't so surprising.

Well - today is my favorite holiday.. FAT TUESDAY! Pancake day! Katie and I have had the tradition of going out to IHOP for dinner on Fat Tuesday pretty much ever since she moved in with me. Now, I have converted my coworkers to the wonders of Pancake Day. They have all been talking about going out for a pancake lunch today for two weeks now. Luckily, we will be going to Bob Evans rather than IHOP for lunch. I don't think even I could do two meals in one day at IHOP, and that really IS a Katie and Amy tradition.

Luckily weigh in day is TODAY and not tomorrow.

Luckily tomorrow is a fast day!

Starting on Thursday I will be doing Body for Life for Lent. It is actually a 12 week plan - and Lent is only six weeks... but I want to see how I do for the six weeks before I commit to all 12 weeks. The last time I did this - ten years ago! - I did pretty well on it. The main feature of it is eating every three hours a carb AND a protein and then exercising 6 days a week, alternating cardio, upper body work and lower body work. The problem is that I can't find my book. I bought the new book - Body for Life for Women - but it doesn't seem as comprehensive as the original book.

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

Me, two weeks later.

No, I didn't forget to post last week. I just chose not to post last week. After having spent the entire weekend eating everything in sight (Amy's party, lunch and dinner out on Saturday, breakfast at the B&B followed by brunch with friend) it was no surprise, really, that my weight on Tuesday was 150.2, and because of that no surprise, really, that I didn't post that bit of information. It kills me, though, that you can diet and diet and diet for weeks and lose tiny amounts of weight each week and then three days of overindulgence undoes all of that.

But today my weight is 147.4, which I see is a pound down from when I LAST posted two weeks ago, so I can report that with no shame. And the weekend of overindulgence was totally worth it.

Since last week not only have I been back to my calorie counting diet, but I'm back to exercising--treadmill run/walk on Friday, outside five mile run/walk on Saturday, ten mile bike ride Sunday, and a forced two mile march in the rain to the library last night. That was Connor dragging me out the door when I was still eating dinner and making me go to his favorite place. He's feeling much better these days and is back to his old antics. We expect he'll remember his favorite hangout spot on the roof of the addition any day now. I had forgotten, over the past year of sleeplessness and crankiness and generally not feeling well, how funny and energetic he could be.

That's the good news. The bad news is a lot of this is made possible by Brian being unemployed again, so I no longer have to pick Connor up from school any more, so I can go to the gym at lunch and leave work on time each day. Sigh.